12.31.2011
Sometimes, you might wonder...
Why I cannot say the right words to you, why I cannot actually follow through with what I want to do with you. You might even be wondering if I am wasting your time. The truth is that i love you. Each and every time I see you and am around you, I find just one more way to be in love with you, and like it or not, being in love is some serious business. It makes you shy when your typically outgoing, it makes you feel sexy but it works away at your nerve to put your desires into action. It plays tricks with your mind and convinces you not to be silly and kiss you as i leave your door. I wish I wasn't so easily swayed, i wish I wasn't so weak, but when I am around you I just feel so complete. It's like my heart is on the line and I just joined the team. I wish i could just make how I feel real, I wish I could show you what you mean to me, but for now, I'll have to settle for telling you here that you ate one of a kind my dear. Don't go changing and don't give up on me just yet because if you stick around, I'll make this work out. I miss the look in your eyes, I miss smiling all the time, I miss the way you hands ran along my body, I miss the way you smell my hair & I miss the collision of your skin on mine. If i could ask you for one favor it would be for you to allow me to take my time. Im not hopeless, im just not used to these feelings and emotions i have running around inside. Sometimes, I know, you wonder...
12.29.2011
Have hope
if you believe in it, you can achieve it. This is one of my biggest reminders, other than my tattoos, that there are moments in life, people, and events but they don't define you. You, alone, define yourself && decide how you are going to let that which you cannot control affect you
The one thing life has taught me is:
To never turn your back on a friend, never quit, complete what you've started, speak when spoken to, listen to the words others have to say, but formulate your own opinion. be open to the ways and practices of others, have great faith, but don't be afraid of your doubts. stay healthy, it makes you happier. Eat!!! Make time for a few balanced meals each day and be sure to start each morning out with a breakfast... big or small, it doesn't matter much, just don't skip it, trust me, you'll regret it. Don't spend too much time looking in mirrors, people will thing your stuck up and all you are doing is pointing out your own flaws. Laugh as much as you can, it's good for your mind & it can really be a mindless Ab exercise. :) Breathe!!! - sounds silly, I am aware, but in a given situation you will understand what I mean. Be patient, people are moving so fast in life, take the time to appreciate the imperfections and annoyances that pepper your life. Don't get stuck in routines, dare to try new things, get crazy sometimes, take time out for yourself, enjoy music, take breaks, go for long, pointless car rides, take lots of photos, bc memories cannot be replaced, and love as much as you can. Look for the good in others, make mistakes, but LEARn from them, keep a smile on your face, dress comfortably, match your bra and your underwear, splurge on yourself, but take care to save up your money, work a job, & put forth an image of success at ALL times.
Something every girl ought to know
Your body makes you sexy. Your smile makes you pretty, but your personality, that's what makes you beautiful.
Every girl...
Every girl has her bestfriend, boyfriend & true love. You're lucky if they're all the same person.
12.28.2011
Tis the season...
When the holidays roll around all the department stores have all these SALES that are incredible && everyone rushes out to get all the cloths they can dream up bc hey! there is a killer sale at said store. The problem arises later on when you bill is way higher than you anticipated &&& the after Christmas sale is better and your exchange rates don't match the sales prices. Those damn department stores...they get the best of us EVeRY time.
12.26.2011
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12.11.2011
Watch-> 10 things I'd rather do than study for finals
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ei6wA3nhm9c
12.09.2011
Therms flu & ab circuits
Ya, finals weeks are coming to a close! Super excited, very sick, and pretty sore from all the Ab circuits I did tonight with my wonderful roomie Chlo, who stayed this weekend just to hang out with me :)))
12.08.2011
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12.01.2011
College is not just about....
Good times with my roommate. I love going on sheetz runs at 11 at night and dancing in the street, doing the worm, making a fool out of myself, playing soccer in the room, doing a late night Ab circuit && having meaningful conversations. College isn't just about all the hw, classes, stress, papers, & presentations... It's about have GOOD times and making life count and taking the time we have and making it last. 
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