Sometimes, you might wonder...

Why I cannot say the right words to you, why I cannot actually follow through with what I want to do with you. You might even be wondering if I am wasting your time. The truth is that i love you. Each and every time I see you and am around you, I find just one more way to be in love with you, and like it or not, being in love is some serious business. It makes you shy when your typically outgoing, it makes you feel sexy but it works away at your nerve to put your desires into action. It plays tricks with your mind and convinces you not to be silly and kiss you as i leave your door. I wish I wasn't so easily swayed, i wish I wasn't so weak, but when I am around you I just feel so complete. It's like my heart is on the line and I just joined the team. I wish i could just make how I feel real, I wish I could show you what you mean to me, but for now, I'll have to settle for telling you here that you ate one of a kind my dear. Don't go changing and don't give up on me just yet because if you stick around, I'll make this work out. I miss the look in your eyes, I miss smiling all the time, I miss the way you hands ran along my body, I miss the way you smell my hair & I miss the collision of your skin on mine. If i could ask you for one favor it would be for you to allow me to take my time. Im not hopeless, im just not used to these feelings and emotions i have running around inside. Sometimes, I know, you wonder...